Monday, June 11, 2007

Miserable Beyond Recognition

My mind is shutting down. My emotions are in turmoil. Can I be the child who sits in the corner to cower in tears. I wonder whether there is life outside this room, this apartment. Looking out it seems like a dreary colorless place, promising nothing but emptiness - just as I am. . . empty. Can I remain still until you return? Will life stop and wait for me? Can't you give me a little more understanding? Please stop! For God's sake please ... STOP!

I wonder if you are smiling. I wonder if you even remember. Do you hurt as much as I hurt?

Oh, I am so miserable beyond recognition!

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