Hunting for greener pastures

*Sigh* I'm so damn board. Our server in Singapore is down, and everything I need to do is on that damn system. Hmmm. . . what can I do? An hour to go before I can finally leave for the day. *Sigh* I may as well have gone on a half day leave, afterall I have not done anything since the system went down at around one (1) this afternoon. *Sigh*

My baby, sitiing comfortably at Germany's appalingly expensive train!  

My baby in his favorite spot at the airplane. . . or at any place for that matter . . . . the comfort room! 

Going nuts . . .

This week has been the longest week of my life. Since time immemorial, Myke and I have not been away from each other for more than two days. And two days seemed unbearable at that time, till I was forced to face an entire week without Myke. Yeah, yeah I know! It's corny as hell but I can't just order my heart to stop. It continously yearns for him, and the churning in my stomach begins, and my dreamlike state haunts on.

This week. I can't really remember what single thing I was able to accomplish at work. In the office, all I can think about is going home, to stay in bed the whole 6 days he'll be gone and sleep the time away. Oh, without him has reminded me of a lot of things. I'm so pathetically alone! I've just been living these past six days as if I am high on something, as if I am watching myself go through my daily routine from afar.

Hmmmm, now about tomorrow. He'll be arriving at around 7:30 pm, he says. Oh, I wish it would be earlier. I'm so excited, I can't seem to stay put in one place. The butterflies in my stomach have just doubled their fluttering. Oh, however will I be able to sleep. How can I go through work tomorrow. All I can think about is being with him again.

Pathetic, yes that's what I am. I don't even know if he's even half as excited as I am to be back home. Hmmm, what shall we do tomorrow? How will we celebrate his return? Hmmmm, how can I make it so special? Holy shit! I'm so damn excited. . . . I have to calm down!!!

Welcome back my baby!!!

my bebe smiling back at me. i'm so excited for his return. . . 2 tulog na lang!!!! 

katya and me showing daddy how much we miss him. . . . 

ah . . . baby ko pala yan eh . . . I love you so much bebe . . . sana mamuti ka sa sobrang lamig dyan noh? 

hmmmm. . . . harry. . . . ahhhhh. . . este. . . . HAGRID??? ikaw ba yan? 

My baby in his "harry potter" scarf. . . .  

My baby in Germany!

Well, you can guess it right! I am at my lowest point these days. I hate my job and my bebe's not beside me to comfort me and encourage me to spare some thread of patience. Come to think of it, I did not accomplish anything today in the office. I just browsed through the internet the whole day looking for a better job. Anyway, I'm a little too tired to express exactly how depressed I am. All I know is this week seems like a dream. It's as if I'm in a state of disbelief, distinct from reality, separate from the living and the moving world. I have never been so far from my bebe this long. I cannot remember the last time Myke and I did not see each other for more than a day or two. This week will be the longest week of my life. Waaaaahhhhh . . . .

At least my baby looks so cute in his "harry potter" scarf. . . may matching salamin pa!!!!!